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I feel like I'm lying to you. This isn't how I really sound. This isn't who I really am. I feel like a giant lake, constantly reflecting the mood of the sky above me. I can't feel anything for myself. It's all just a reflection of the world around me or whatever I'm reading or thinking or doing at the moment and whoever or whatever is influencing me at the moment. I am weak and malleable. Tell me who I should be because I have no fucking clue.
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I guess you win. I hope making a girl cry over herself makes you feel better. Isn’t that what this was all about anyways? Hurting someone by “being honest”. Bringing someone down with words. Telling me I look beastly and your friends are laughing about me. Calling me fat, telling me “a lil anorexia wouldn’t hurt”, calling my life “sad”. Comparing your “sweaty drunk pictures” to my “prom pictures” and saying even those pictures of yours looked better then my good ones. I mean, really? I hope, one day, that people see you for what you really are. A mean hearted person who actually finds enjoyment in hurting someone.Although I was tempted to comment on your prior posts regarding this situation, I stopped myself short. But after seeing this post you wrote, I decided that there wasn’t really a reason for me to stop myself. In the middle of last year, both my boyfriend and myself were sent nasty messages from the same girl that you mention has been saying these shitty things to you. Although I’m not going to go through the details of why she sent these messages, the general idea of it was that she made accusations towards us that were not only hurtful, but also entirely untrue. Being called a “a raging drug addict” definetly hurt my feelings a lot, as I know the things that she said to you also hurt your feelings immensly. She eventually apologized for the accusations that she made towards myself and my boyfriend, for which I was grateful that she was big enough to confront the fact that she had made a mistake and I admire her for her apology to us. I hope that you know that the words from her that are hurting you now are entirely untrue, although I don’t personally know you, you aren’t ugly in the least bit and shouldn’t let these cruel words get you down. Maybe she will recognize that her words to you were also hurtful and apologize, but maybe not. For your sake, I hope that she does apologize, but don’t let mean words get you down. I’m sure that there are an abundance of nicer words that people have said to you in the past, keep those words in mind and keep your head high, girl. =)
Wow. This just surprised me. You have really good grammar. I know that’s strange for me to say. Anyways, it surprised me that she sent nasty messages to someone else. I guess I really got the sense that she did enjoy hurting me, and I kind of also hope that she apologizes. This all started over something I believe was pretty silly. I posted on her boyfriend’s tumblr about a pair of pants he was questions about/posting (not sure). Something along the lines of “What do you think about these jeans?” and I replied with something sort of like “I’d fuck you if you were wearing them”. That was actually prior to even seeing pictures of this kid. I think I had just started following him a week or so earlier and had so many people on my dashboard (before I realized it was kind of unbearable) that I don’t believe I had ever seen a picture of him before. Either way, whatever. I said something but meant it innocently and just in a humorous tone. It wasn’t like I was trying to fuck him physically. Obviously. She emailed me. Continued to call me fat, saying I shouldn’t send messages like that to a guy who wouldn’t touch me or whatever. I don’t even remember. I just know at that time it didn’t hurt and I didn’t give a fuck. I posted some picture of her from her facebook default because I was unblocking her (because I didn’t want more messages from her). My friend thought the situation her and I had gotten into then was funny and I just posted a picture. “Hey, remember when this girl was…” or whatever the post said. She emailed me again. Anyways…
Wait, I shouldn’t of tried to explain it. You’re right. It doesn’t matter. Thank you for your kind words and for the story. :)
I guess you win. I hope making a girl cry over herself makes you feel better. Isn’t that what this was all about anyways? Hurting someone by “being honest”. Bringing someone down with words. Telling me I look beastly and your friends are laughing about me. Calling me fat, telling me “a lil anorexia wouldn’t hurt”, calling my life “sad”. Comparing your “sweaty drunk pictures” to my “prom pictures” and saying even those pictures of yours looked better then my good ones. I mean, really? I hope, one day, that people see you for what you really are. A mean hearted person who actually finds enjoyment in hurting someone.
by the same person. Shew. Hard times.
*Hockey party tonight. Byeeee*
thank you.
(via hannuhbuhnana)
Oh, Hannah.
So, goodbye guys. Nice knowing ya.HELL YEAAAA
THEN JUST UNFOLLOW ME.
Anyways, this reblog made me change my mind.